how deserving i am.... (the appetizer)

i deserve a honest love

a full, chocked full of happiness, peace, and
joy kind of love. love made like a fruitcake,
with all kinds of delicious emotions and feelings
blended to make a good kind of love.

an inexhaustible kind of love that flows like
warm bubble baths for two. i deserve a love
that is spirited enough to lift the sun into the
sky…and a love tranquil enough to coax the
moon from hiding and gently illuminate the
night.

i deserve a love that will be placed before
me like a cornucopia, overflowing with
fruits of bliss, ecstasy, please and filled
to the brim with passion.

i deserve that kind of love

i deserve a free and focused kind of love

the kind of love that makes you rush home
after work to just be with me kind of love.
i deserve the kind of love that shows on
my face……on my neck…..on my finger
kind of love.

the kind of love that makes the young
giggle and the old nod knowingly. that’s the
love i deserve and require.

i deserve the kind of love that causes one
to build fires, pour wine and light candles.
i deserve that. i deserve the kind of love
our friends respect and strangers admire.

i need a real love.